Broken

A little over a week ago, I was completely broken. I was at Lifelight and felt that God was really speaking to me. There was not one particular moment, but over the weekend I just felt a constant presence. For the past year I have barely picked up my bible and basically only prayed every once in awhile when someone asked me to pray for them. Its been a rough time lately and I guess I was just trying to do everything on my own. I don't like letting other people help me and I guess I was not letting God help me either. So when I got home on Sunday night,I turned to Job and started reading and there was a verse that said "shall we accept good from God and not trouble?" I guess that is what I really needed to hear and I just totally broke down before God. This past weekend I spent the weekend in Minneapolis and spent a lot of time in prayer and reading my Bible. I think this really helped me and I'm hoping that this will start me back down the right path. If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. I'm working on letting other people help me with stuff and taking suggestions. As hard as that is for me, I'm really trying to improve myself and I believe listening to other people may help me to do this!